Next Stage

Monday afternoon, I received a phone call from my recruiter, saying that Jefferson County is extending a conditional Job Offer to me and if I would like to accept it. Of course I said yes. This offer is conditional upon me passing a medical exam, psychological profile, and a drug screen. Then it goes on to final review and then a final job offer. My wife and I are confused about what the final review entails, or its necessity, however, we are both excited that my long wait is coming to an end.

During this entire process I have been remarkably at ease. I haven't been worried, for the most part, but rather just been patiently waiting (I am not the most patient guy either). I've been thinking why that may be and I can't really put my finger on it. I definitely don't want to jump the gun and say God has predestined me for this job, and if I don't get it, then I don't know my God. The only thing I can point back to is when God clearly told Alisha and I to go to Thailand. From the moment he told us, until the time we stepping onto the plane, was almost a full year later. There were points when it didn't look like it was going to happen, yet I still went back to that moment when I knew God was in control and there wasn't any doubt about His leading.

When we returned from Thailand and we went to Jefferson County to grab an application, I spoke with a recruiter. It was so confirming that this was the place I was looking for. People looked professional, yet were still people - not just robots behind badges. I looked around and was just at ease that this was the department I wanted to work with. I didn't apply to any other agency and simply started the process with Jefferson County. Now, as I am getting to the final stages, the point where if I am turned down, it will hurt the most due to my intense commitment and ever growing desire, I try to go back to that confirming moment where I first stepped foot on the Department grounds and was just made aware of that place.

Was it God telling me that this is where he wants me? I don't know. I certainly didn't hear a voice like I did with Thailand. However, my reaction, and peace throughout it all has remained amazingly similar to the waiting for Thailand.